Often we meet people in life who make us happy & sad both, who are somewhat like us and the rest we try to adjust and mould. But only once we come across a person in life who wish to be our forever, for we know that this is the best that can happen to us, for every word you ever imagined, wished or seems to come true. Happened to me, feels lucky. But sometimes you cannot be someone’s forever. I don’t know what I was to you, wonder whether I was some time or little while or just nothing at all to you. You were my summer & will always be my summer, the bright & shiny summer.
Some things are just not meant to be and I just wish every day that this should have been the only thing which should have been meant to be. Why are you just my summer and not my forever? Sometimes I wish to go back in time & know you again because I will get another 40 days to cherish. Those 40 days were the best I could ever have and will ever have for I know I was lucky to have you. I just wish you feel the same or maybe some of it for me, I really wish you find your forever because I know she will be the luckiest girl I would ever know for she got my summer to be her forever. I am already jealous of her.
I want you to know it all but will never be able to tell you or maybe someday, somewhere if I meet you again when we would have grown I will tell you that still you are my summer. Now and then when I think about you a tear rolls down my cheek or maybe I just run to the bathroom to cry to make myself feel better but nothing works. I am waiting for you to be my smile and then maybe one day I will meet you on a sunny morning to tell you all. Like you said you didn’t know if you could cross the bridge I too don’t know if I could do it.
I just wish another fifty first dates because you will always be my ‘summer’.
Yours,
Nothing at all
Note: This was written a long back but deserved a publish so doing it now...
